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The Beginning  

mmffun4us4 66M/56F
1 posts
3/14/2021 4:56 pm
The Beginning


I made a spontaneous comment…”I should start a blog”. Husband responded, “Yes, you should!” Where to begin! What a whirlwind journey this has been since joining Fuck Now Mobile in May...during the pandemic... of desperation to, somehow, shed some stress. Although, I can be grammatically correct, I don’t believe I will struggle to ensure all grammatical structuring will be met. So, all you grammar snobs may want to close this blog right now.

The pandemic has not slowed down our life. I’m in healthcare and husband is in retail. Our lives became increasingly stressful due to increased mandatory covid precautions required at work. Many who have had to work from home and most likely still are, would be jealous, while I would love to work from home…the grass is always greener...and that’s where this story begins.

I’m not good at keeping up with friends in real life or on social media. I always love them, but I’m one of those people who truly believe people are in our lives for a time and in that time we make memories, give of ourselves, and when we drift apart, we have grown from having that person in our life.

Hm, I suspect there will be many tangents embedded in this blog.

Back to old friends. I happened to notice an old acquaintance had IM’d me on social media. We had briefly dated 18 years ago, but at the time I was newly divorced and not real relationship material and he was actually in love with another woman. (Those types of quick relationships happened a lot back then).

Anyway, my friend, we’ll call him Mr. J, and I started chatting. I guess his renewed interest in me was not to rekindle an old friendship, but rather to rekindle an old “friendship with benefits”. I must say, I was flattered. With so much stress and years of marriage, I was tempted. It had been a long time since a man had attention to and hubby and I were in a major rut, to put it mildly. Mr. J and I texted and flirted and even ventured into a small of soft sexting. Conveniently, hubby was working overnights the time. So, one evening, you know the story...Mr. J and I chatted on the phone which developed into phone sex.

When could we meet? Where could we meet? I repeated over and over, I did not want to have an affair. I did not want to cause that kind of pain and I did not want to go down the rabbit hole of guilt and shame and worry.

Eventually, we decided to meet at his camp, which happened to be on my way home from work (how convenient). We were hanging and rekindling an old friendship...NO SEX!!! No sex, but a few snacks and a glass of wine later, we were making . I would push him away. We would revert to great conversation…”How are the ?”...”How is work?” He would play a song on his<b> guitar. </font></b>Still clothed we would kiss some more and venture a little further into naughty land: a touch on my breast; a hand on his cock. Too soon it was time for me to leave. We did NOT have sex, I repeat, We DID NOT have Sex...did we want to? Yes, oh yes, we did. I knew it was a matter of time. I was doomed. I was also CAUGHT! Mike had read my chats with Mr. J. I was heading home to a heated discussion or was I?

forgotforgetting 57M
8134 posts
3/15/2021 9:23 am

Awkward or enlightening? That is the question.

Welcome to the blogs. Good hunting.

“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde


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